My
Testimony
Well,
I'd like to ask you to take a few minutes and consider what I
want to say here. I love Jeeps and the whole off-roading thing,
but there is something that is much more important to me. About
7 years ago, I fell in love...with a man! NOW HOLD ON
THERE...before some of you decide that you don't know me as well
as you thought you did, I must tell you that man is Jesus
Christ. NOW HOLD ON THERE AGAIN! I know, maybe this isn't your
thing. If it's not, I can relate. I spent over 30 years of my
life thinking that "church people" were just a bunch
of hypocrites that really didn't believe all that stuff they
were saying anyway. Well, sadly enough, that is the case with
many professing Christians. I am embarrassed to see what goes on
in some churches around the world. Someone once said "I
would've come to Christ...if it were'nt for all those
Christians". I also thought that Jesus Christ was some kind
of fairy tale for weak people. On that count, I was wrong. I
thought I had a strong "spiritual" foundation for a
number of years. I was into many different things related to the
new age movement, and was very attracted to eastern
philosophies, native american indian worship, 12 step programs,
psychology and any number of different spiritual paths. Just so
long as it wasn't Jesus...who said He was the ONE WAY to the
Father. That was ridicules! I believed that all spiritual paths
led to the same place, and that God really wasn't
"restricted" to only one manifestation or being. How
arrogant of Jesus to say that NO ONE could come to God except
through Him!
I remember one day, shortly after we had
moved into a new neighborhood, a man and woman came to my door.
They were from a local church and wanted to welcome us to the
neighborhood and invite us to church. Well, I stuck my chest out
and told them that I had found God in the 12 step programs I had
been involved with for several years and didn't need their
church. I was a hopeless mess due to about 10 years in that
lifestyle, but God had turned me around. Now I had a
"higher power" that worked. I remember the woman
smiling and saying how wonderful that was. The man however acted
offended. What was his problem? I'd found God, and if he didn't
like it...I'd kick his behind off my porch! Well gang, the years
wore on and although I would SAY I was close to God...I really
wasn't. I came to a point in my life where I was developing a
real hunger for the things of God. If there was more of Him to
go around, I was ready. I didn't know who He really was, or if
any certain religion was right or wrong...I was just tired of
where I was spiritually. I began to go to a park in the
neighborhood I grew up in. I said, "God, I don't know who
you are, but I'm looking for the Supreme God of the Universe. If
you're out there, I need to hear from you. I just sat there for
a couple of hours and listened. No lightning bolts- No voices
from the Heavens. I left after a couple of hours not feeling
much different than when I arrived. As that day went on
however...there was something definitely going on. I sensed
something that I hadn't sensed before. I didn't understand it
then. I just felt like I was on to something. I began to go back
there again and again, just to listen and be still. God began to
change me. He brought me in contact with several people who were
real Christians. People who just Love Him. I got a look at their
lives. A good look. They weren't like what I thought they were.
They were some of the remnant of people that are sold out to
God. Not kooky, weirdo folks that give Christianity a black eye.
They understood the peace and joy that God promises to His
people. Not that they didn't have problems...but the life they
led in the midst of their problems really impressed me. I had
known lots of "spiritual" people, but these folks were
different. Well, time passed and I asked a LOT of questions. I
found out that the historical evidence for Christianity was
overwhelming. So much so that I would be a fool NOT to believe
and place my life in the hands of Jesus Christ. The day came
when I found myself doing that very thing. If you doubt this, I
would challenge you to really take a good, hard look at the
evidence for Christ and be open minded enough to go where it
leads. This isn't politically correct today, but heck, I never
cared what people thought about me before, why should that
affect my decision now? The bible teaches that God is perfect
and Holy. (I'm so glad...if He wasn't, I guess I really couldn't
trust Him!) It also teaches that we are born into sin and fall
short of the glory of God. As sinful men, we simply cannot enter
into the presence of a holy God. That's why He sent His Son.
It's like a death row inmate awaiting execution and being
released because some guy came up to die in his place instead.
All I would have to do is accept the deal. Wow. It's not every
day that someone would step up and say "take me instead,
let him go." The penalty of sin is death, and Christ loved
me (and you) enough to die in my place. My sin was imputed to
Him and His righteousness was laid to my account. Christ bridged
the gap man had created between himself and God. The day came
when I found myself praying. I said Jesus, I believe that you
who was without sin, died on that cross for me, and rose again,
so that I wouldnt have to die for my own sins.(and boy had I
committed some sin!) You paid my price for me and I accept it.
I'm so sorry for the sins I've committed. Come in and live in
me. From this day on, with your help, I'll live for you.
My life REALLY began to change then. I
had experienced the new birth that the Bible speaks of. Better
yet, I met Jesus Christ personally! The Christ I had mocked and
shunned for over 30 years was real after all! The Bible that was
so meaningless before, began to come alive for me. God was
speaking to me right through this book. I would have never
believed it before. I have problems today, but folks, theres a
difference. I no longer have to go through life without hope.
The day I gave my life to Him, I entered into eternal life with
Him. Forever...that's a looooong time! He has promised me a
future with Him and others in paradise...forever! New body
without sickness, pain or sorrow...too cool. Our time here
really is but a moment compared with forever. He has been so
faithful to me. When things get tough or stressful, I can
literally go to Him. He is as real as anyone else in my life. I
had some help early on from some people who know Him well. They
helped me to get to know Him personally...for myself. I'll never
be the same.
I used to think that all religions were
the same. Well, even a cursory look at the religions of the
world will decisively prove that can't be true. While many
religions have some common grounds, their concepts of who God is
vary GREATLY. How would it be if God told the Muslim people one
thing about who He is, and then went to Asia and said,
"forget what I told them, I'm really like this...",
and then told the people of India that He is someone else...it
makes sense that God has revealed Himself in only one true way.
How great to finally know Him personally. It's amazing to me
that the God of the universe wants to live in close fellowship
with us.
I don't know where you are in your life.
Maybe you have come to know Him too. Maybe you would like to
know more about Him yourself. If you need someone to talk to
about Christ, I'm right here. I don't have have all the answers,
but I've got a few. Maybe youre not up for this right now.
That's OK. IF YOU HOLD DIFFERENT RELIGIOUS OR SPIRITUAL BELIEFS,
I'LL RESPECT THAT. I only ask that you consider Christ in light
of the evidence. If you see me at an off-road event and want to
talk about Christ, He's my favorite subject. Feel free to e-mail
me anytime. I hope and pray this message will help and encourage
you. My life really has changed. Yours can too.
See
Ya, Dirk
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